Come and Go

Blogging should be called blaagging. It's lost it's luster a bit. I know that minute by minute twittering seems to be more popular, but it doesn't allow for reflection and the filtered mind. I'm pretty sure that no one reads this any more and anyone could if they wanted to, but it's nice to have a place to just type random thoughts and sift through the day once in a great while. I have a lot of decisions to make in the near future; life changing decisions. Never before has it been so important to know what God wants and what is best for my family. I have a feeling that if I were to leave my home town that the world is changing so quickly I wouldn't recognize it on return. I need to do what is best for my family and that is a fragile and complicated matter. My wife and children are more important than my dreams and having less can sometimes mean more if it is with the right people. There is definitely a bitter sweet element to life's decisions. I pray God helps me to think with clarity and to lend myself to an effort that is worth change.