10 years.

When I look full on your face I see something that I'm missing.
Something sleepless.
How do I tell you I love you?
Your exquisite.
Real.
Your soul doesn't age. I know it doesn't age.
I want you to remember the first time we kissed,
That this feeling could never be anothers,
That you are queen of our home,
Queen of beautiful...
Queen of flowers...
Queen of my heart.
How do I tell you I love you?
It's like a gut wrenching cry.
Like darling valentine being lost and gone forever.
Like...I can't take it back ever feeling.
I guess its the realization that I'm vulnerable and your timeless.
I guess its knowing that I don't deserve you.
Someday love.
Someday I'll make you feel my love that way your supposed to.
Maybe someday I'll have what I'm missing.
I'll be strong for you love.